Monday, 28 March 2016

≈ ~ just a thought

I don't believe in the inherent femininity or masculinity of human energy / a soul

I think that within ourselves we unite all genders existent in this universe

our very core is a primal light, a spectrum of all shades and colours imaginable
~ of course it comes back to a rainbow, then

if you consider previous lives as a reality / believe that possibly you have been before / would you think it to be mandatory that you have always inhabited a certain gender ?

we assign specific qualities to physical conditions / believe strength to be masculine and softness to be feminine

don't you observe both extremes within yourself - regardless of the body you inhabit?
I believe that our character, spirit and general personality is such a complex structure / web of mannerisms, interests, actions and choices, that cutting it down to binary clichés is an act of violence.

drifting through this world, day-by-day, one perceives the changes in nature, passing of seasons, the sun in the sky. one thing that is ever so inherent though, is mankind's urge to categorise and limit their experiences as human beings.

we are so capable of amazing things, realising dreams,
bringing wonders and greatness into the world.
our species has come so far and achieved so many
fantastic things, created, innovated.

the year is 2016 -
why do we still feel the need to put others in boxes?
instead of meeting each other on a purely human,
judgement-free level, why do we assign certain perceptions
before we talk? pure instinct, necessity -
or a behaviour that can be unlearned?

it is to be discussed if there is a reason, a purpose to this
(and of course there always is one)
- but really
I believe, the reality of these days is 
that if we can believe the actuality 
of us all being equal
we might redevelop empathy 
for other living beings. 

especially in days of global changes
humans seeking shelter
others being killed, // killing
there is an immense need for solidarity, alliance
we are nothing if we are alone
and the times were individuality was the only way
to succeed in certain métiers are long over

how about we start seeing each other for our strengths
and ignore / learn to accept the things that seem to differ
there is no need for envy, there is no need for categorising

only the basic notion of not drifting apart
drifting off into virtual spheres, solitude
egoism / one only caring for one's own good
- to be stopped

one human's success is not another's failure

why, we should strive to empower each other
for all of us are unique
have their individual strengths, talents, dreams
but in appreciating these differences
and, especially, what we might have in common
we can be so much stronger
and our future is limitless

(cha, 28 march 2016)

Wednesday, 16 March 2016

on gender ---

i don't believe in there being anything wrong with cis people
(cis being the term for a person who identifies with their assigned birth gender)

that being said, i feel like we should open the conversation about trans issues
to everyone
because believe it or not
cis people struggle with gender roles, sometimes similarly to trans people struggling with dysphoria

as someone who's non-binary transgender
i am forced (or let's say privileged!) to see both sides
the cis side of things and the binary trans side
but even that in itself would be oversimplifying

there is no final line between FEMALE//MALE
there are no borders
only the ones we create in our heads

when i think of gender i think of
-everything is possible-
there is this fantastic image of what people perceive gender to be (black + white)
and what it really is (a whole spectrum of a rainbow + gradients of grey)

i don't think that cis people are so very different
they just often stick to the things they have been socialised with
and perpetuate them because they think it's right
this act in itself creates an atmosphere that is harmful to every human
because it creates a false security
tells you, if you are insecure, there is still that gender role that will make you safe
there is still manhood/womanhood and all things associated with them historically
the notion of - if you fit into this category
you can survive and be safe within yourself

but don't we just create robots by this? sure, it's important to feel within your body
correct me if i'm wrong though
i just believe that there is too much emphasis put on
HOW men have to be and HOW women have to be
people generally forget that there is no such thing as typically female/male behaviour
just what society tells you it is

why can't we care about
HOW they are as a person

i have talked to cis people
who have struggled with their gender identity
simply because they thought they aren't feminine or masculine ENOUGH
to be a proper woman/man
and i feel like there is a lot of harmful things attached to that

of course i must admit that i have the tremendous privilege of knowing
a lot of wonderful, kind, adorable, intelligent people
and a lot of them are cis (the vast majority)
and a lot of them are understanding, great and feel with me when i tell them of my struggles
as a non-binary human

but i also learned to feel with them
their pain and striving to become the gender they were assigned as
and as we share empathy for the other person's situation
my understanding grows
that this society is built on false assumptions

roles and stereotypes that we force upon ourselves
thinking it would help bring structure into humankind
clarity, simplicity
when really
it makes things infinitely more complicated
than meeting humans on the sole basis 
of their being as individuals

(alissa cha, march 16, 2016)

Sunday, 6 March 2016

it all indicates a collective understanding // the sleeping flock meanders vers la lumière

everything comes together, in a way / even if it's in small scale
i had lots of talks with other humans in the last time
feeling as though they have all taught me so much
contributing to a shared understanding of things
happening in this world right now

today i rediscovered a folder that i got from a talk of trend researcher lidewij edelkoort
it was meant to predict movements/trends/topics of summer 2015
one word that really stuck with me back then (mind you, that's at least 2 years ago)
was the word 'gathering'
a social state of collective being
uniting to form something bigger than the individual

in the last time i have reflected on this a lot
happenings in the world have accumulated to create an atmosphere of fear
war, uproar, lots of human emigrating to different countries for shelter and safety
something big is changing in the world

there has been a noticeable shift
people have become so distant from their roots that, with all their power,
they try to find ways to get back to them
no wonder many people try to get into spiritual practices
try to elicit what is at their very core
heal their bodies, detox

we all seem so distant in our hectic lives
with stress, technology, competition and pressure
humanity has lost the feel for their very beginnings
or at least this highly developed western culture has

we try to synthesize authentic feelings
try to market ways to heal our body & spirit
cultivate the imitation of human intimacy
while we swipe on our screens
to choose our partners in this isolation

i see mandala tattoos wherever i look
people trying to root their bodies into something
our species has understood eternities ago
we were once soil and now we choose to cement over
every living thing that might try to snatch our feet
screams, let me be, let me live
don't you see what you are doing to this place?

it is more than a realisation though
i know some that practice finding their very core
an understanding with everything around
and still perpetuate harmful things
i feel like maybe it is time for us to realise
that we can't CONSUME happiness
it comes in the moments we least expect it
it comes with people

on a swing under the most divine starry sky
in the dim light of a street lantern
the touch or even just the understanding of someone who just knows
it can be a twig we take home with us to turn it into an art object
a million things

i feel like we should be more open to beauty
when it comes to us
because it is literally everywhere we cast our eyes upon
there is no need to search for it
for it can be found in the most quiet form
it doesn't scream, does not expect to be seen
simply exists in all its splendour

we dwell on a planet
that bursts of divine, ethereal things
offers us to feel connected
but we synthesized our needs
and now we believe everything media and advertisements tell us

if there is only one thing you do today
you might want to ask yourself
what is it that I
as myself, a human being that walks, talks, dreams
actually need?
need to exist, to be happy, thrive and evolve?

--- march 6th, 2016 / by alissa cha

thanks to everyone who has shared their thoughts on the world with me and contributed to these realisations.